Ohkie, im supposed to type a long description here about myself. So it goes like this, im a design student, currently on my 3rd year in Nanyang academy of fine arts.
My school sucks big time in case you wonder, so don't follow my path, unless you really LOVE art alot! Im quiet, but crappy and really noisy at times, i can be crazy
if you want me to, but make sure you can stand me! i love sun tanning! and imma chocolate addict! & finally, i wish to earn 13k a month, own a yellow Voltswagen beetle converter in 8 to 10 years time! WHOO!
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
my heart is aching, wrenching, breaking down.
i cant tell.
i feel like dying; inside out.
feeling envy, jealous, hatred, love.
everything is cramping up in one place,
a place that's only a size of my fist.
how long more can i take everything.
i want you so badly.
sch,
studies,
fyp,
class,
reports,
designs.
WEAK.
im weak, yes.
i was told.
really feel like putting a halt to everything,
permanently.
went chervon w mum today.
she went for massage,
i stole a facial session from her.
we went shopping around at IMM before heading home.
everything was good and perfect.
and i just end a quarrel w her; again.
the only thing i want is to makepeace w family.
y am i always failing.
when will they ever ever understand.
11:14 PM
