Ohkie, im supposed to type a long description here about myself. So it goes like this, im a design student, currently on my 3rd year in Nanyang academy of fine arts.
My school sucks big time in case you wonder, so don't follow my path, unless you really LOVE art alot! Im quiet, but crappy and really noisy at times, i can be crazy
if you want me to, but make sure you can stand me! i love sun tanning! and imma chocolate addict! & finally, i wish to earn 13k a month, own a yellow Voltswagen beetle converter in 8 to 10 years time! WHOO!
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I'm having headache
Really feeling so sucky..
This damnit head freeze is going on since the minute i woke up,
like 1 plus or 2?
It's so killing me laa.
Brain-numb like that.
I want to cry, DEAR!
He went to work today,
despite of the big big rain ..
He calls me and said,
"lucky you never go sentosa today,"
that reminds me, was supposed to go sentosa today with janey
but woke up abit late, i was looking out of my window and thinking
'damn it man, weather looks good for tanning sia, what a kuku waste'
Luckily i woke up late, i don wanna run for shelter half way lying on the beach and goes,
'fuck! should have just stayed at home when we actually knows the weatherman is crazy this few days,' - right?, jane. *nods*
Sign..
Should be going for work actually, i mean, i didnt confirm with them with working..
Partly i think i should work since i sto bo lan at home,
but but.. thinking of that day kena fucked for nothing when i actually was helping someone get me so pissed off.
Why cant they(some full-timers) listened and thinked awhile about
how we can corrected ourselves rather then shouting and scolding like as if
tomorrow will never come?
And the worst part is after the scolding session, some old ladies like
to bring it up and nags about it again, like they would loved to see me
in my awkward state again?
And i can only goes with a nod here and there,
forcing myself to agree with her when my mind is thinking otherwise,
seeing myself stabbing her again and again, grinning myself from ear to ear..
So old already still so cunning. tsk.
I respect them for who they are ok? and above all,
our generations gap and fitting to be my mother,
i shall not hold up against her. *yes*
my mother taught me how to respect ok?!
Whatever laa. I don really care also..
Been getting really dead then ever at work cos nobody cares also.
They just need you to work for them like cow, pay you money
and kick your ass off.
i don care much about grooming either,
that day when mark hint me to get my hair tied, i can see he also don really bother
much la, so busy, so short of staff.. so many things screwed up, plus i never tied unless being forced.
Who still cares? Only people like that chao VICTOR,
say i cannot wear ring to work, even ordered me to take it off. like i care
We cannot even wear ONE ring to work meh? - huh michelle?
Tsk.
I always grumble and grumble.. Rattles on and on,
always about the same issue about shang, but i don think i will
get tired of it. Damn
This sat going to work.
Tomorrow going down to joanne's auntie's house for a hair cut,
hair getting too long(i hate it), too untidy at work( i admit it),
so im going to cut it and get it coloured to prepared myself for school!
12:59 AM
