Ohkie, im supposed to type a long description here about myself. So it goes like this, im a design student, currently on my 3rd year in Nanyang academy of fine arts.
My school sucks big time in case you wonder, so don't follow my path, unless you really LOVE art alot! Im quiet, but crappy and really noisy at times, i can be crazy
if you want me to, but make sure you can stand me! i love sun tanning! and imma chocolate addict! & finally, i wish to earn 13k a month, own a yellow Voltswagen beetle converter in 8 to 10 years time! WHOO!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Yea, mentally and physically tired.
I am.
Part of me wants to leave,
another part of me cant bear to leave.
im being so undecisive
its so killing me.
Right now,
im so tired
i don even feel like moving.
Some two days ago,
Our hotel manager suddenly stood beside me
and asked, if i like working in banquet, in here.
i was dumb-founded,
but managed to said a yes quick enough
after i let the question processed in to my mind.
Yes i like working in here.
It was few years ago, or even last year.
When all of my group was still around.
Now all scattered around, Ns schools and
other full time work keep them away from shang.
And its so bore now working alone with either bunch
of chinas, or malays.
Don even understand a word of malay when they chat.
i just get so fustrated thinking of being alone at work,
That keeps me from wanting to go back even more.
And now that its the most busy time in banquet
i cant even rest from morning meetings.
The feeling of wobbly legs from long hours of standing,
to buzzing here and there.
Who can understand that kind of feeling.
And the feeling of taking care of VIPs is so stress-up at times
when they expect so high from you, not even a single mistake
is understandable to them.
Getting fucked is way more then a word of thanks.
Sign
Feel like going overseas for a holiday.
i need some company 24/7.
11:10 PM
